10 – Madison
I am not completely convinced of the events that happened last Saturday. As I frantically tidy up my apartment, waiting for the imminent arrival of Elias, a part of me wishes it was all in my imagination. An intrusive thought I cooked up and gaslit myself into believing it was real.
Read MoreThis may be a controversial opinion, but I miss Boston. Not that people never miss Boston, but because I’m living in New York City is the reason why I miss Boston. It’s more than the city, it’s the prospect of what I could’ve been. I shifted my path in a different direction, one I never would’ve expected or planned for. I would go back to that party in a heartbeat and stop myself from hooking up with Scarlett.
Read MoreYou can be popular based on a few things in life. In Los Angeles it’s either of the two; you’re famous or you’re wealthy. Unfortunately for me, I’m both. Of course, I recognize my privilege. I have it easy. I’m a young, white passing male with more money sitting in my trust fund than the combined student body is worth. Any art I make or short films I create take the short cut straight to curators and producers. I can buy anything I want. Well not everything. I can’t buy the thing I want most and struggle to get it. Affection. Love.
Read MoreElias is class president, head of the debate team and valedictorian. He’s the most popular guy in school. All the girls want to be with him. He’s been with a lot of them, but despite who’s under him, he can only get one guy out of his mind, his best friend.
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